What do you do?

Frustration: God I give to you my yoke, my fears, my frustrations, the people Id like to choke, the lack of control in these situations, my anger, my desire to control, my emotions, my mind, my hurts, my pains CHANGE MY HEART Make me like you TODAY! Tomorrow! And Forever! I cant do this, I suck at trying to be like you, I have no job, no desire, no passion WHERE DID IT GO, WHERE DID YOU GO/ RATHER WHY DID I GO WITHOUT YOU. What do I do? Who do I trust? Where do I go? I want to be in your arms always, protect me, shelter me, hold me, comfort me, use me don’t let me waste away I WANT YOU!