So I could start this out by saying this is the year in review….well that would just be some repetitive account of events that passed that get brushed over degregading the meaning behind it all. So Imp not going to say this is about the last year this will be just like all the others, random and filled with glimpses …
Loss
What happens when Loss is really a gain? What happens when the exact thing you swore you wanted is taken. What happens when that exact event is the best thing that ever happened to you. What happens when the LOSS of a relationship is really the celebration of a life handed back. What happens when God masterminds a loss so …
Vomit
PR 26:11 As a dog returns to its vomit, so a fool repeats his folly. There is nothing sadder to me than when people flee one lifestyle just to be dragged right back into. I think this verse clearly depicts where some peoples hearts TRUly are. I see countless people at church and at work especially with the kids I work with. Talking …
The Greatest Battle
In a remote wilderness of uncharted territory I sit and ponder exactly where I’m at and what I’m doing. I haven’t the faintest idea yet. out of fear of failure I continue to walk stumbling and falling I continue to journey deeper in the soul of myself. AS darkness falls all around me I struggle to see where I’m headed I …
Honesty
Is it too much to ask for? Should I forever expect half-truth wondering if what is being said is what is being felt and desired. Truth is the most coveted and feared thing in our world. We all scream for it yet we love our ignorance and comfortbility of not knowing just talking like we want to know. Yet what …
The definition of REAL TRU
This is just a reminder to all my REAL TRU fam. I wanted to reiterate what that is. Being a real TRU person is to be vulnerable, honest, open and honest with yourself and others. I’m tired of seeing so many people who are walking around saying one thing all the while meaning another. Whether your in sin or not, …
Call it what you wan’t
So yet again I sit here hyped up on sleeping pills waiting for the moment that I will eventually slip into the oblivion of sleep. But tonight as many others my mind and spirit are in hyperactivity contemplating the thoughts I had tonight. Less than two hours ago I was in fellowship with other believers talking. And a couple of …
I’m at War
Wow, So I haven’t wrote a blog in a long time. I guess maybe I was so overwhelmed with emotions, possibilities, frustrations and complications that I didn’t know where to start. I still don’t. I guess in the past months surrender has become my allie. And not in a good way, I can’t sit here and say I surrendered to …
God the PDA
So I’m reading this book called Blue like jazz. And there was a passage on finances and the author quoted another author about how he says that technology is what man uses to supplant the desire for wonder. As I was contemplating that statement thoughts came to mind that I hope to string together in one coherent blog. Here goes… …
Devil Child
So I don’t know what it is, either God speaks to me on nights where I take Nyquil or I have attributed many a blog to Him instead of the Nyquil. Either way, here’s another. At the end you decide who its from. By the title some of you are already ready to assume that it is about one of …